First of all I love my taurus bf so much. Here is the problem, my taurus bf at times accuses me of doing things that is NOT at all true. Just 31/2 weeks ago he accuse me of doing this horrible drug meth. I don't have a clue of what this drug looks like or smell likes as go for any other drug. I tried with all my heart to convince him this wasn't true, but he would not budge at all, it seems to be stuck in his head. I even went to take a drug test which came back negative as I knew it would. We got into an argument about it, because I was so fed up with him accusing me of crazy things. He is always suspicious about nothing. Six months ago he accuse me of cheating, which turn out to be false. We are suppose to have been getting married, but I told him I wasn't going to marry him with twisted thinking just like he has. We bought a house together a year ago. Been together for 41/2 yrs. Living together 1 yr , we usually gets along fine until he starts thinking crazy. So the next morning after argument he moved out. I have not heard from him since. I tried many times calling him, but he will not answer my calls. He knows how much I love him. I'm always kind, patient, faithful, and make him feel very comfortable as a man. I cooks homecook meal all the time, as I love committment and family life. He was in such a rage about me doing drugs I had to leave that night until the next morning because he was so convince on his crazy thinking. I was kinda afraid so thats why I left and went to stay in hotel with my son that night. When I came back home he was gone. I want desparately to talk with him so we can resolve these issues, but he is being so stubborn and refuse to communicate with me. He is 54 yrs old, but is acting so immature. We have accomplish so much together. I don't understand how can he just want away and not care. I'm hurting so bad. Somebody please give me some answer.